Who am l?

Do you ever wake up each day and wonder what your purpose is, who you are and what you are meant to be? You look around and you see people reaching their potential everyday, people fulfilling their dreams and some creating dreams.

I'd sit sometimes and ask myself, what am l  meant to be doing? Most people will tell you.. "I always knew I'd be a doctor" well me.. Even as a kid I had no idea what I wanted to be or to do.. All I knew is that I wanted to be "seen" "noticed" applauded recognized 😔.But that was a very dangerous thing because it led to many mistakes as I grew up, because with everything I did or said.. I did it seeking validation. And that caused me a lot of unhappiness. 

Now at the age of 35.. After facing so many challenges and having made so many mistakes I realize that I'm enough and l don't need to be validated at all for me to love myself.. I have an amazing husband and a beautiful girl and, very intelligent 4yr old daughter.. It took me a very long time to realize how blessed I am to have all that I have.. 

Something terrible happened to me almost 6months ago.. And maybe as time goes on I'll be able to share that here😁All I know is right now I'm grateful for the gift of life.. And I guess.,I can answer my own question and say I'm a beautiful, strong, resilient and self loving young woman wife mother sister colleague and friend.. What do I want to do or be.. 

I WANT TO BE A PERSON THAT HELPS OTHER PEOPLE OVERCOME DIFFICULTY IN THEIR LIVES.. IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER! I PRAY GOD GIVES ME THAT PLATFORM🙌